Moving to japan

Who knew that the process of moving overseas for the military would be such a long process. I mean the stack of papers that we had to fill out was insane. Not to mention the appointments we had to go to like the doctor, dentist, psychologist....going to all these appointments was driving me crazy!!!! But thank goodness its all done and we got approved to go. Lets hope we get the area clearence to go. Then comes the hard part. A 16 hour flight with a 2 year old and a 1 year old. That's going to suck. Well till we meet again!

wonderingwhat to do now.

dont act like its never happened to you. depression. these last few weeks i find myself crying over everylittle thing and a couple times i have actually contemplated suicide. i dont know why. i guess it couldbe that i have to fight for my husbands attentionsand affection. he touches his game controller more than he touches me.how sad is that??? i know its because after 4 c sectioss i dont lool like i used to and that im about 60 pounds heavier now than when we first started dating, but imtrying. im gonna start eating better and workingoutmore with the hopes things will cheange. any tips???? well until we meet again!!!!!